Sunday, April 27, 2008

StraightForward.

to whom this may concern, were feeling a bit lonely,
we can barely recall your name,
to someone once concerned, 
wont you read us a story,
of how we followed your footsteps, until your tracks disappeared.

and you believed, that we were ashamed, and so you left,
though we believed, that were to blame, so we were ashamed,
im sorry. 

oh the things youve become, and the things youve done.
i refuse to believe, this is how its meant to be.
oh the things weve become, the things that weve done,
i know you would be proud, though youre not here with us now..


Saturday, April 26, 2008

Prescription.

people have a lot of different excuses for not being able to be where they should be.

friday night, i cant believe its been so long since i had seen your face,
my reasons being simply that i had been restrained,
my fear of flight had gotten the best of me,

as i whisper. the things i couldnt bear to tell you beneath my breath,
i slowly felt myself spiraling into my death,
the phone runs out battery, this call is dead

and all the while, i held inside so much love i needed you to see,
and all the while, you were all that i needed.

this is me, working day and night to find the cure,
hoping god meant for something more,
than arguments, and failed attempts to fix this world.
and while i cant make sense of all i see,
the worst part of all this agony is that,
it hurts you.

dont you think, its ridiculous how they work things out,
simple reasons, complex problems is what were all about.

and all the while, i just wanted to care
yet all the while, i was not there,

i was here, working day and night to find a cure.
hoping god had meant for something more than arguements, and failed attempts,
at fixing this world, 
and though all of things i see arent clear,
the worst part of all my agony, is that,
it hurts you,

and though i never really meant hurt you,
i know that i did,
but i promise from now on, ill be there

and i swear, someday i will find a cure,
i know that god had meant for something more,
than arguments and failed attempts at fixing this world,
and now that everything i see is clear,
i swear past all of the agony, and i, wont hurt you.

cuz i just, love, you..

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Adorned Unknown.

i thought i felt your shape but i was wrong,
you stuck me in a corner,
but i didnt give up hope that,

maybe one day you would sing along.
and that could be our answer.
and thats when i would tell you.

what a friday night, oh the kind of night that
lasts all weekend, loving you in my head.

im trying not to second guess,
exactly what you meant when you said,
all those beautiful things you said.

its the little things you do, that have got me,
so damn love drunk over you.

and every things crash crash crashing,
and in my mind its like, youre still dancing with some other guy.
and i cant explain how or why..

i think youre better than drugs, better than smack.
better than a dope crack fix and shoot and sniffing somebody's marijuana pipe and im just singing random words yea you know!
i fell in love with you an hour ago.
and i just had to say you look so good in blue damn,
you look so in blue girl.

when every act you  make triggers a 10fold reaction,
im watching every show cuz youre my favorite distraction.
and every trace of momentum is gone,
gosh this didnt turn out the way i want,

its just a bit more bravery that i will need to manufacture,
no other guy has an emotional stature as me.
all this wishful thinking needs to come to an end,
the next move is gonna have to depend on you.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Curse You, Bittersweet.



no dont pretend you ever forgot about me,
or the way i accidently made you feel.
or did i ever really make you feel?

the scene fades in, to a girl a some guy,
but the guy doesnt see that theres this look in her eyes,
but the guy doesnt see, that somethings not right

and so he leans in to kiss her, 
she says goodbye yea he missed her,
the girl was gone in a whisper.
she never heard his whisper.

did you ever find the love that you were looking for,
in all the places that made no sense,
or are you still making the same mistakes,
well my mistake, take as long as you need find it,
cuz no one is waiting.

dont read into this wrong girl, 
this isnt a love song, this isnt a gay song,
and i know how you hate songs that come off the wrong way,
did i come off the wrong way?
i think i came off the wrong way,
way back when

i wanted to be the guy that held your hand,
but i was ignit i could not understand,
whether or not you liked me, whether you loved me,
or what if you hate me, every time that you hugged me,
you know i always felt ugly.

so which one of us,
is chasing ghosts now?

dont read into this wrong girl,
this isnt a love song, or it would be a gay song,
and you know that i hate songs,
that come off the wrong way,
you always come off the wrong way,
i think its time i should say,

girl youre busy and thats fine,
but theres one last thing i gotta get off my mind i,
wont take too much of your time,
i promise this wont last long, no

stop hiding behind your doubts,
and open up to what im about to tell you,
stop making the same mistakes,
or you will never find the guy who will love you..

dont read into this wrong girl,
if this was a love song, then it would be a gay song,
and were tired of all those songs,
that come off the wrong way.
you always came off the wrong way.
im done coming off the wrong way.
(dont pretend you ever forgot about me)
(or the way that i accidentally made you feel)
(or did i ever really make you feel, for me?)