Last Track; One More Song

so i sang "hey, lets end it on a happy note."
so i played it in the Key of C, and she just wouldnt take it slow.
she wanted one more song where we could all sing along,
so that everyone would smile and that theyd stay for a while,
cuz you know, its worth it.

so i sang "hey, lets make it a happy song"
lets make all of the mean kids play, and get everybody smiling along.
we wanted one more song where we could all singing along,
so no one in this crowd could be possibly be down,
cuz i know, thats not worth it.
so i sang "hey, lets make it a happy song"

i cant believe the summers gone,
and i know winter will be far too long,
but as long as were here,
i want one more song where we could all sing along,
so i could see her pretty smile so that shed stay for a while,
cuz you know, shes worth.

so lets end it on a happy note.

Track# 06; Make This Count.

i wrote this song at a time when i felt i was at one of the many crossraods that god can lead you to in your lifetime. seasons were passing, this time from summer to fall, and i just felt i was getting older and i was alone, and there wasnt much that i could do about it. and often when youre at moments like these, its best to think more positively and enjoy the time you have. for others, sometimes you just need the right person to be there pulling you through. for me it was both.

its getting colder and i think im getting older,
every minute i can feel it in my bones,
and somethings wrong in here.
if you could tell me how to fix this it would be
appreciated but now i think im gonna break,
so please dont leave.

you are the one that i need,
theres no one else i can see,
as perfect to clean this mess,
and show me colors that,
i dont think ive ever seen.

moments like this are the ones we should cherish,
and chances like this dont come everyday.
praying to god and telling him what i wish,
i know this dream will come true someway.

Track# 03; Autumnbreezefury

cars will pass, lights will shine.
nights will fall, but youre not mine.
well watch the waters flow,
new york to jersey, its my home.
and dreaming is my suicide,
ill be back so dont cry.
dont cry..

so i wont cry.
i wont cry.

and black is the new black,
havent you heard?
ill wear dark blue, just to be sure
of all things i did not see,
and everything you mean to me.
a million rivers could not flow to show.
the sign says stop, but i say go.
ill run so far, youll never know.

and will you care while hes there?
will you care?

and i wont cry.
i wont cry.

so let this autumn breeze collapse upon me,
bring me to my knees.
so i can drown within these waters,
cuz i know ill never have her.
and this cold air tells me winter is coming soon this year.

i know ill never have you.

Track# 10; Fireflies

a familar night, a familiar sight.
a dark cold night, and i cant shine.
without you here to warm my heart,
this song is just not worth the start.
an extra verse, an extra line,
to fit the words i cant define.
but then i see your shining light,
enhanced by glows of fireflies.

fireflies are passing by,
compare them to the glimmer in her eyes.
lighting up my darkest nights,
the perfect scene to match her perfect smile.

i cant say these words cuz you might run away.
[if i say these words, things just might get worse,
you might run away, far away from me.]
i cant say, but thats ok cuz i can wait.
[if i say these words, we might both be hurt,
and i cant stand to, go through that again.]
i cant say these words cuz might run away.
[id wait all my life, for the perfect time,
just to say these words, just to make you mine.]
i cant say but thats ok cuz i can wait.
[id give anything, tell you anything,
so somewhere somehow, well be everything.]

fireflies are passing by,
compare them to the glimmer in her eyes.
lighting up my darkest nights,
the perfect scene to match her perfect smile.
the world collides another night,
i scream the words but you cant hear me cry.
ill wait for you all of my life,
i hope it matters more to you this time.

Track# 04; I Hope You Play This Song On Repeat

i fell face down.
and all my theories of conspiracies,
and jealousy took hold of me.

though its easy to forget your face,
its simple to forget your name,
the feelings that i hold for you,
will never really go away,

and i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart.

its not the way you look at me,
its those eyes that i was blessed to see.
and if only i werent paralyzed,
id have so much to speak.

of how the feelings never goes away.
the feeling that i wish would stay.
the feelings say, they want you to stay.

cuz i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart.

cold months, warm hearts.
broken hands, new starts.
someday, somehow.
somewhere, not now.
why not now? why not now?
goodbyes, and new years.
hellos, and fears.
someday, somehow.
somewhere, not now.
why not now? why not now?

cuz i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart, oh.
your heart!

Track# 02; The Darkest Night [Main Song]

on the darkest of nights youve made me shine.
on the coldest of times youve warmed my heart.
i could hold you close tonight,
cuz this feels so right.
just cherish the time as if you were mine.

and cant you see that all i wanna do is hold you?
just hold you, yea.
and i cant see that this is wrong?
cuz i know who, your heart belongs to..

im sorry but i cant
forget about the way i feel
whenever youre around.
theres nothing i can do,
so for now ill just dream of you.
just dream of you.

youre the smile on my lips,
the red on my fingertips.
and on a moment like this,
i cant help but stare.
youll say, "what?"
and ill say, "what i do?"
but in truth, i so love you.

and cant you see that all i wanna do is hold you? ohh
just hold you, yea.
and i cant i see that this is wrong?
because i know who your heart belongs to.

im sorry but i cant
forget about the way i feel
whenever youre around.
theres nothing i can do,
so for now ill just dream of you.
just dream of you.

why cant i accept the fact that your hearts not,
never was, and never will be rightfully,
mine to hold?

im sorry but i cant
forget about the way i feel
whenever youre around.
theres nothing i can do,
so for now ill just dream of you.
just dream of you.
just dream of you.
just dream of you.

on the darkest of nights youve made me shine..

Track# 09; Song Of The Broken

we speak from our mouths, not our broken hearts
we fall apart without intention, we use discretion
but we dont dare start
and all the walls he made he breaks and remakes just as soon as she
abandons the words that he will always hold dear

i sing to you the way he feels
and the thoughts and feelings he conceals
while she has no idea this world is real
but if i were her, id sacrafice
the saddest song and long goodbyes
and make it so that he didnt have to lie

and as the days pass he still sees unclear
she shows no fear though
all she begs for is a hand to hold
its getting old to see that every single heart is broken
every words still left unspoken
love no one was meant to see
love everyone believed

i sing to you the way she feels
and the thoughts and feelings she conceals
while he has no idea this world is real
and if i were him id sacrafice
the saddest songs and long goodbyes
to make it so she didnt have to cry

as if the whole worlds hands werent strong enough to conquer fear
as though the violence is what we hold dear
its so unclear
the silence shifts in each direction
as every heart has lost connection
apathy has taken over
emotions lost forever

we sing to you the way we feel(apathy has taken over)
and the thoughts and feelings we conceal(feelings have been lost forever)
yet we have no idea this world is real(find the truth and make correction, takeour souls back for the searching)
if you were us youd sacrafice(everybody join together)
the saddest songs and long goodbyes(everybody sing to heaven)
to make it so that all of us survive

Track# 08; We Are, We Arent

it seems im slowly falling into
thoughts of you and how we do
i found a box of things today
reminding me how i loved you
now its all coming back to me
the memories and i miss you
i cant believe its been a year
i still remember the last time i kissed you
i miss you

the thoughts they race through my head,
as i lie down on this bed,
right by the place where youd lie,
and id tell you we would never die.
close your eyes, and try not to cry.