Track# 04; I Hope You Play This Song On Repeat

i fell face down.
and all my theories of conspiracies,
and jealousy took hold of me.

though its easy to forget your face,
its simple to forget your name,
the feelings that i hold for you,
will never really go away,

and i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart.

its not the way you look at me,
its those eyes that i was blessed to see.
and if only i werent paralyzed,
id have so much to speak.

of how the feelings never goes away.
the feeling that i wish would stay.
the feelings say, they want you to stay.

cuz i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart.

cold months, warm hearts.
broken hands, new starts.
someday, somehow.
somewhere, not now.
why not now? why not now?
goodbyes, and new years.
hellos, and fears.
someday, somehow.
somewhere, not now.
why not now? why not now?

cuz i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart, oh.
your heart!