The Beautiful Somewhere.

she said, boy ill always fall in love with you,
you might not know what that means, but oh its true,
i was afraid to fall for you at first,
but now i know this is right and im definitely yours,

and she says, id like to be yours forever,
if thats fine with you,
and i say, i feel same way,

as i walk with you beneath the trees,
and through the rain that wets the hearts our sleeves,
and all the while ill think could this be true?
but in the morning when i wake up i wont see you.

its a saturday, its why our hands fit this way,
its the reason why i meet your eyes,
its the crazy way you light my skies,
its brought us to our beautiful somewhere,
the place well come back to,
as long i as have you,
youre the place i come back to..

so i could, walk with you beneath the trees,

and through the rain that wets the hearts on our sleeves,

and all the while, id think could this be true?

but it the morning when i wake up i wont see you,

thats when id,

find you again for one more day,

and this time id ask you to stay,

cuz theres still so much love to make,

and theres so much left i that id need to say,

and i would say..

i know that sometimes we lose our sense of reality,

but i swear, this time i know its not a dream.

you see the sun shine bright at night,

you see the moon amongst the clouds,

and everytime you close your eyes, 

you think about the way she,

lays her hand upon your face,

you kiss her lips, you love the taste,

you love her more everyday, 

you plan on keeping things this way.

i know that sometimes you lose your sense of reality,
but i swear, this time i know its not a dream

Track# 11; When Everything Hurts

you hear what you dont wanna hear,
and see what you dont need to see,
you know what no one wants to know,
theres no sense of reality.

Last Track; One More Song

so i sang "hey, lets end it on a happy note."
so i played it in the Key of C, and she just wouldnt take it slow.
she wanted one more song where we could all sing along,
so that everyone would smile and that theyd stay for a while,
cuz you know, its worth it.

so i sang "hey, lets make it a happy song"
lets make all of the mean kids play, and get everybody smiling along.
we wanted one more song where we could all singing along,
so no one in this crowd could be possibly be down,
cuz i know, thats not worth it.
so i sang "hey, lets make it a happy song"

i cant believe the summers gone,
and i know winter will be far too long,
but as long as were here,
i want one more song where we could all sing along,
so i could see her pretty smile so that shed stay for a while,
cuz you know, shes worth.

so lets end it on a happy note.

Track# 06; Make This Count.

i wrote this song at a time when i felt i was at one of the many crossraods that god can lead you to in your lifetime. seasons were passing, this time from summer to fall, and i just felt i was getting older and i was alone, and there wasnt much that i could do about it. and often when youre at moments like these, its best to think more positively and enjoy the time you have. for others, sometimes you just need the right person to be there pulling you through. for me it was both.

its getting colder and i think im getting older,
every minute i can feel it in my bones,
and somethings wrong in here.
if you could tell me how to fix this it would be
appreciated but now i think im gonna break,
so please dont leave.

you are the one that i need,
theres no one else i can see,
as perfect to clean this mess,
and show me colors that,
i dont think ive ever seen.

moments like this are the ones we should cherish,
and chances like this dont come everyday.
praying to god and telling him what i wish,
i know this dream will come true someway.

Track# 03; Autumnbreezefury

cars will pass, lights will shine.
nights will fall, but youre not mine.
well watch the waters flow,
new york to jersey, its my home.
and dreaming is my suicide,
ill be back so dont cry.
dont cry..

so i wont cry.
i wont cry.

and black is the new black,
havent you heard?
ill wear dark blue, just to be sure
of all things i did not see,
and everything you mean to me.
a million rivers could not flow to show.
the sign says stop, but i say go.
ill run so far, youll never know.

and will you care while hes there?
will you care?

and i wont cry.
i wont cry.

so let this autumn breeze collapse upon me,
bring me to my knees.
so i can drown within these waters,
cuz i know ill never have her.
and this cold air tells me winter is coming soon this year.

i know ill never have you.

Track# 10; Fireflies

a familar night, a familiar sight.
a dark cold night, and i cant shine.
without you here to warm my heart,
this song is just not worth the start.
an extra verse, an extra line,
to fit the words i cant define.
but then i see your shining light,
enhanced by glows of fireflies.

fireflies are passing by,
compare them to the glimmer in her eyes.
lighting up my darkest nights,
the perfect scene to match her perfect smile.

i cant say these words cuz you might run away.
[if i say these words, things just might get worse,
you might run away, far away from me.]
i cant say, but thats ok cuz i can wait.
[if i say these words, we might both be hurt,
and i cant stand to, go through that again.]
i cant say these words cuz might run away.
[id wait all my life, for the perfect time,
just to say these words, just to make you mine.]
i cant say but thats ok cuz i can wait.
[id give anything, tell you anything,
so somewhere somehow, well be everything.]

fireflies are passing by,
compare them to the glimmer in her eyes.
lighting up my darkest nights,
the perfect scene to match her perfect smile.
the world collides another night,
i scream the words but you cant hear me cry.
ill wait for you all of my life,
i hope it matters more to you this time.

Track# 04; I Hope You Play This Song On Repeat

i fell face down.
and all my theories of conspiracies,
and jealousy took hold of me.

though its easy to forget your face,
its simple to forget your name,
the feelings that i hold for you,
will never really go away,

and i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart.

its not the way you look at me,
its those eyes that i was blessed to see.
and if only i werent paralyzed,
id have so much to speak.

of how the feelings never goes away.
the feeling that i wish would stay.
the feelings say, they want you to stay.

cuz i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart.

cold months, warm hearts.
broken hands, new starts.
someday, somehow.
somewhere, not now.
why not now? why not now?
goodbyes, and new years.
hellos, and fears.
someday, somehow.
somewhere, not now.
why not now? why not now?

cuz i need to be next to you,
and i need to be close to you.
its just so hard to know that,
im so far from your heart, oh.
your heart!

Track# 02; The Darkest Night [Main Song]

on the darkest of nights youve made me shine.
on the coldest of times youve warmed my heart.
i could hold you close tonight,
cuz this feels so right.
just cherish the time as if you were mine.

and cant you see that all i wanna do is hold you?
just hold you, yea.
and i cant see that this is wrong?
cuz i know who, your heart belongs to..

im sorry but i cant
forget about the way i feel
whenever youre around.
theres nothing i can do,
so for now ill just dream of you.
just dream of you.

youre the smile on my lips,
the red on my fingertips.
and on a moment like this,
i cant help but stare.
youll say, "what?"
and ill say, "what i do?"
but in truth, i so love you.

and cant you see that all i wanna do is hold you? ohh
just hold you, yea.
and i cant i see that this is wrong?
because i know who your heart belongs to.

im sorry but i cant
forget about the way i feel
whenever youre around.
theres nothing i can do,
so for now ill just dream of you.
just dream of you.

why cant i accept the fact that your hearts not,
never was, and never will be rightfully,
mine to hold?

im sorry but i cant
forget about the way i feel
whenever youre around.
theres nothing i can do,
so for now ill just dream of you.
just dream of you.
just dream of you.
just dream of you.

on the darkest of nights youve made me shine..

Track# 09; Song Of The Broken

we speak from our mouths, not our broken hearts
we fall apart without intention, we use discretion
but we dont dare start
and all the walls he made he breaks and remakes just as soon as she
abandons the words that he will always hold dear

i sing to you the way he feels
and the thoughts and feelings he conceals
while she has no idea this world is real
but if i were her, id sacrafice
the saddest song and long goodbyes
and make it so that he didnt have to lie

and as the days pass he still sees unclear
she shows no fear though
all she begs for is a hand to hold
its getting old to see that every single heart is broken
every words still left unspoken
love no one was meant to see
love everyone believed

i sing to you the way she feels
and the thoughts and feelings she conceals
while he has no idea this world is real
and if i were him id sacrafice
the saddest songs and long goodbyes
to make it so she didnt have to cry

as if the whole worlds hands werent strong enough to conquer fear
as though the violence is what we hold dear
its so unclear
the silence shifts in each direction
as every heart has lost connection
apathy has taken over
emotions lost forever

we sing to you the way we feel(apathy has taken over)
and the thoughts and feelings we conceal(feelings have been lost forever)
yet we have no idea this world is real(find the truth and make correction, takeour souls back for the searching)
if you were us youd sacrafice(everybody join together)
the saddest songs and long goodbyes(everybody sing to heaven)
to make it so that all of us survive

Track# 08; We Are, We Arent

it seems im slowly falling into
thoughts of you and how we do
i found a box of things today
reminding me how i loved you
now its all coming back to me
the memories and i miss you
i cant believe its been a year
i still remember the last time i kissed you
i miss you

the thoughts they race through my head,
as i lie down on this bed,
right by the place where youd lie,
and id tell you we would never die.
close your eyes, and try not to cry.

Track# 07; He Cant Write You Songs Like I Do.

its another silly song,
another try to catch your ears
oh baby, i know its beeen a long time,
but i think i still feel it.
and now, i need some clarity,
on where we are and what we used to be,
was it special? or was it just me?

and if you think it would be too hard.
you cant afford another mistake with love
remember that its not hard.

somehow i cant get over the fact,
that youre not mine, no its not right.
my heart tells me that were meant to be,
so its not right that youre not mine.
my heart tells me were meant to be.
i still believe that you were meant for me.

i know by now im just another guy on that long ass list,
check for name i know you missed it.
i thought things were special, i guess was only me.
you know, no other guy can do for you what i do.
only i can a write special song for and only you.

so if you cant get to far,
and youre ready for another mistake with love
remember that im not far.

somehow i cant get over the fact
that youre not mine, and its not right
my heart tells me that were meant to be
so its not right, that youre not mine
my heart tells me were meant to be
my heart tells me that you were meant for me

and as we stare,
baby, baby, we both know were getting nowhere, getting nowhere.
and as i stare, i wonder why youre over there.
i want you right here.

somehow i cant get over the fact
that youre not mine, and its not right
my heart tells me that were meant to be
so its not right that youre not mine
my heart tells me that were meant to be
my heart tells me that you were meant for me

somehow i cant get over the fact
that youre not mine, and its not right
my heart tells me that were meant to be
so its not right, that youre not mine
i still believe we were meant to be
i still believe that you were meant for me

I Plead Guilty.

ive watched people walk on sunshine and rain,
and none of them seem to understand the way.
the way the world changes,
the looks on the faces,
that you left behind, struggling to find your own way.
ive lost track of days, in so many ways.
my feelings have changed, and i believe im a fake.
ill try, to forget about you, all about you.
i swear ill try.
but you know, i will always love you, always love you.
you know i will.

guilty pleasures hold me back.

im dying to taste you, but i need to erase you from memory.

Track# 05; Fairy Tale

here's a fairy tale, for a girl who turned my life around.
It goes once upon a time a princess met a clown.
such a pretty girl. he couldnt help but keep falling down.
and as the story goes, they got lost in the sounds,
of the world outside.

and as the world collides, the girl she smiles.
the boy, his eyes with tears they fall.
cuz time was running out.
and all they knew were feelings that were true. thinking "me and you."
and all they saw was time was running out, and this was all about time.

i swear that i will make this love story good enough for you.
i promise that i will do anything to make your dreams come true.
or at least ill dream with you.

and as he waits outside the castle doors, the world becomes so cold.
she opens gateways filled with swords and shadows leading to so much more.
sitting on his favorite bench and hers down by that store.
holding hands, he thinks "im not alone anymore. anymore."

and as the world collides, the boy he smiles.
the girl, her eyes with tears they cry.
for time was running out.
and all they knew, his heart felt oh so new
and all they knew, was time was running out.
and this was all about time.

her favorite color lit his world.
his gift to her meant so much more.
looking up at the same bright sky.
the sun it shines,
and out the window, was a sign.
will you be mine? she wont decline.
here is your happy ending.

i swear that i will make this love story good enough for you.
i promise that i will do anything to make our dreams come true.
so tonight ill dream with you.